abyss or just nothing

The blindness or absence of light , will knowing the truth will shatter my lovely imaginative world ,will it eat up my cocoon of ignorance , the cocoon I have built up to deny the existence of the ugly world we live in. was reason not enough to shake away our conscience or we had made a secret allegiance with the materialism we breath in and out every second ,killing the “morality” the sense which was manifested in our personality as our natural instinct